So many people blame me and see me as an ugly, promiscuous, and feared person, because of the way you have perceived me to others. Instead of keeping a promise you made to me which was to be there and be a friend. Calling me names such as weirdo don't really hurt me because I know I am not what you think. Your friends may have there own minds but you sometimes do not. They all (including you) have so much hatred towards me when I am not the person you/they should have that anger towards. I am good, but now I am broken and fear everyone around me. I sleep with one eye opened and lay with my heart closed so tight. I can never be the same Hunter again, because you have made so many people hurt me, and fear me when they have no reason to fear and be scared of me. It is this mysterious person who you should fear, and again IT IS NOT ME.
You get to live your life, and I have to pick up every piece you broke and fix things you broke. Like I said I respect you and your family and friends and I am sorry they got involved in all of this drama. I truly am. This is just so you understand how I have had to deal with reticule, harsh, and sometimes hostile behavior from people who claim it is because of you. I will always have you in my heart and love you. You have changed me, and know everything I told you was true and anything I did to hurt you I am deeply sorry. I'm waiting, the ball is now in your court.
You get to live your life, and I have to pick up every piece you broke and fix things you broke. Like I said I respect you and your family and friends and I am sorry they got involved in all of this drama. I truly am. This is just so you understand how I have had to deal with reticule, harsh, and sometimes hostile behavior from people who claim it is because of you. I will always have you in my heart and love you. You have changed me, and know everything I told you was true and anything I did to hurt you I am deeply sorry. I'm waiting, the ball is now in your court.
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