Corinne Bailey Rae Like A Star
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
Oh, I do love you
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind
You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is so au fait
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song of your love,
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind
Now I have come to understand The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'Cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I won't let my guard down to anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
A past memory from someone I love
"You confuse me so bad and I'm scared I'm just dragging you along but I really don't know what I would do with myself at this point in my life if you we were to not be together in some way. I don't want to just be friends by any means, but I want to be able to give you respect in the sense that I want to make sure this is good for me.
I'm so confused by myself right now. I love you and I don't wanna cope out. I love you Philip(Hunter) Stiles. I really do."- Zach
I am going to bed, This is overwhelming for me to deal with right now. I am accused of so much and nothing I seem to do is right. I swear to everyone involved if they read this. Including the person who seems to want to watch me and "stalk me" I am a good person and I wish one day you would see that. It is what is right. Goodnight.
I'm so confused by myself right now. I love you and I don't wanna cope out. I love you Philip(Hunter) Stiles. I really do."- Zach
I am going to bed, This is overwhelming for me to deal with right now. I am accused of so much and nothing I seem to do is right. I swear to everyone involved if they read this. Including the person who seems to want to watch me and "stalk me" I am a good person and I wish one day you would see that. It is what is right. Goodnight.
It never is how you want it.
I have come to many conclusions over the past months. Many of them are confirmed by the many people around me. My friends who help me when I need them the most. I always wanted to be happy and find that special someone who would be "the one". Now I realize that "the one" just might not exist. It is as though many of men in our world have forgotten how to be civil, polite, trustworthy and admit their mistakes. But over the past few months I see myself becoming someone I am comfortable with, but at the same time find it hard to be this person.
I see and have many times had it pointed out to me that I am becoming or sometimes act like my ex Zach. From what I understand he was immature and emotionally unavailable. I see myself becoming in a way not immature, but emotionally unavailable at times. I feel because of this ex I am becoming so closed off not ready to let anyone in that I feel might hurt me. I have been told I act so different, and sometimes I become well like him. I DO NOT want to be him by any means. He is a great guy, but he is his own person. I have become cut off, not getting close, and become so distant from getting to know someone, I come off as an asshole.
I some ways I see why when I was with Zach why I became such a turn off and annoyance to him. I was told I always texted his friends asking why Zach was so distant and if he really loved me. I see why that was so draining. So time consuming. I am scared of getting into a relationship because I don't want to behave as he did when we were together, but I feel I am doing that now. Shutting anyone out who might want to love me. I am sorry for being so paranoid about his actions while together. I mean he did betray and cheat on me, but part of feels like I drove him to do just that. I will never be that way with anyone ever again. In all honesty it might take some serious time before I can ever give someone my trust and heart again. I hate every minute of it. I am changing and tired of being viewed as someone I am not.
Stalker I am not, harm I could and would never cause and honest I always am. I love you, and sorry for doing just that.
I see and have many times had it pointed out to me that I am becoming or sometimes act like my ex Zach. From what I understand he was immature and emotionally unavailable. I see myself becoming in a way not immature, but emotionally unavailable at times. I feel because of this ex I am becoming so closed off not ready to let anyone in that I feel might hurt me. I have been told I act so different, and sometimes I become well like him. I DO NOT want to be him by any means. He is a great guy, but he is his own person. I have become cut off, not getting close, and become so distant from getting to know someone, I come off as an asshole.
I some ways I see why when I was with Zach why I became such a turn off and annoyance to him. I was told I always texted his friends asking why Zach was so distant and if he really loved me. I see why that was so draining. So time consuming. I am scared of getting into a relationship because I don't want to behave as he did when we were together, but I feel I am doing that now. Shutting anyone out who might want to love me. I am sorry for being so paranoid about his actions while together. I mean he did betray and cheat on me, but part of feels like I drove him to do just that. I will never be that way with anyone ever again. In all honesty it might take some serious time before I can ever give someone my trust and heart again. I hate every minute of it. I am changing and tired of being viewed as someone I am not.
Stalker I am not, harm I could and would never cause and honest I always am. I love you, and sorry for doing just that.
The Kelsey & Hunter Show: Special Edition Part One
Politics never hurt anyone...We try to get a little serious in this one because we were simply fed up with everything that had been going on around us. Enjoy.
The Kelsey & Hunter Show: Special Edition Part One
Politics never hurt anyone...We try to get a little serious in this one because we were simply fed up with everything that had been going on around us. Enjoy.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
