remember this?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
ADRIAN CAN YOU HERE ME?
"Saturday came and went and left the torture and agony of Sunday. Sunday, a cold and wet day alone in my bedroom upstairs with nothing but a window and an iPod for escape. Finally we headed home and I reached out to the one person I knew that would be able to make me actually feel like I was at home, although, we had never met. He was everything I wanted in a man. Everything I had felt unconciously when I layed in bed at night, and everything that couldn’t exist in the dark when I was scared, lost, or asleep. He told me I made him happy. He told me he hadn’t been as excited for a long time, and that made me warm inside." I AM SORRY HUNTER, I DON'T KNOW WHY HE DID THIS TO YOU. PLEASE DON'T HURT YOUR SELF.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
HUNTER YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE SIGNS
you should have known he was gonna do this to you. If you read this. I am sorry.
hotdickdude69: Said somethign about his ex like gettin clingy or soemthing and like was n love or whatever
I know in your blogs you said adrian told you he loved you, but I am sorry to be honest and tell you it was all a lie. I am sorry everyone blames you.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
cheating cheating and more cheating and lies.
When were you going to tell Hunter about all the times you slept around?
johnthomas ring a bell? you met him on http://www.barebackrt.com and you guys fucked right before school let you…it that not when hunter came to get you? Then there is randy and Chase Olin(barebacked with him) and then that time in buffalo with Steve Hayes andhe fucked you in his truck and you pissed on him in the shower. oh and that guy sean davis. A quote from steve hayes
“yes, u said you cheated on him a lot and he was too stupid to notice:)”
I will never understand why you did this to someone who loved you so much. And John even gave you a watch!!!, pictures of you and john, and steve cumming into each others asses…do you have any idea how dangerous and wrong that is to put Hunter at a risk like that. And you go around now telling people Hunter is the one harassing you…dude he hasn’t spoken to you and wants nothing to do with you. why cant you tell him the truth and say ur sorry…he loved you so much adrian. why are you doing this to him?
everyday is something new.
Monday, August 31, 2009
RIP.
Monday, August 24, 2009
I told you I would stay.
Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear from Gabe Askew on Vimeo.
Save up all the daysA routine malaise
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay
Would you always
Maybe sometimes
Make it easy
Take your time
Think of all the ways
Momentary phase
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay
Every time you try
Quarter half the mile
Just like yesterday
I told you I would stay
Would you always
Maybe sometimes
Make it easy
Take your time
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I think we are done here.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
REVEALINGblog
The simple fact remains. I have not done anything to harm anyone. The reason I harp on it so much is to prove a point. People are ignorant. They believe lies and live in disbelief because to them it is so much easier to believe a lie, than to see the truth. This is taught during childhood. Believe what sounds like the better story, even if it hurts someone and cuts them down. Bull. shit. If anyone other than me took the time to scope out the truth and see the overall aspect of the situation it would be revealed that I have nothing to with this crazy, unsettling, lowlife, life ruining person who feels its better to read my blog, and take it and run with it. Using my words and taking them as his/her own. I feel in a way he/she is using my words to hide behind and using peoples ignorance to pass him or herself off as me. The only thing I know is God is someone who will deal with him or her accordingly. Point being that when someone stalks you and makes death threats on your life...I find it so much better to not point a finger. I have never once thought Zach was the one doing it because, yes I'm gonna say it, he is better than that. In the message below he obviously has better things to do with his time. I am sure ruining my life is not one of them. While I don't think he is the one stalking me, I do at times wish he did not do the things he did to me. The stalker claims he or she is someone who he had a run in with and it was not me. I am sure I am not the only person in Huntsville,Texas who has a problem with Zach. Even saying that I know I have no problems with him really. I just think closure is a gift everyone should be able to have. You're not promiscuous, just misunderstood, right? So before you take a gun and aim it at someone who you think deserves to be shot. How about you figure out where the gun you're holding came from, and if the person you're aiming at truly deserves to be shot.
"I'd prefer you took down number 14 on your little list of things. It's borderline slanderous, in terms of insinuating my promiscuity.
On that note, please delete the listed people from your friends list as you make them uncomfortable:
Fred Brandon Moore
Nick Gonzalez
Perla Dominguez
Cindy Botero
Dottie Lockett
Its really shitty. You have it in your head that i have tried to destroy you, but thank you for showing me my course in life. I will be leaving Huntsville soon enough.
I have never gone out of my way to make your life harder.
I don't care enough.
I never want to hear from you again, ever. EVER EVER EVER!!
I never truly loved you and will never ever love you like you think you deserve.
Delete who I told you too. Leave me and mine alone."-Zach-
New Place, moving, and falling deeper in love.
When Zach was gone, I made a promise to myself not to get involved with someone so soon. I half ass dated and didn't really want to find anyone. I found Adrian on a whim. I love having him in my life and I would not want it any other way. Sure we have hit some snags along the way, but that is what tests a relationship and makes it stronger. I love Denton, and can't wait to see what the rest of 2009 has in store for me. I am writing music and trying so hard to put together an album, and I am working with some really amazing people! So I hope you guys like my music when it comes out. I love and thank you guys for all the support you have given me and I hope to see you guys soon! :) -Hunter-